September 2011
August 2011
it isnt easy
being black and korean
amirite?
belden soo-yeoung
lmao
its like
everything makes sense now…not really
like something metaphorically huge, was taken off of my shoulders
everything seems so colorful er…vivid
and music, it just sounds so much better
i feel like im going crazy, but its just that i havent felt this happy in a really long time…
epiphany
triggered by my chemical romance and a girl ive had nosebleeds over
how does it add up? i have no idea
in sucker punch, the wise man says ‘if you dont stand for something, you’ll fall for anything’
i didnt know what i stood for till now; “doing what i love and not giving a fuck”
double entendre
this is probably very irrelevant to everyone…
pretty much
tired of most of the people i know
when will another interesting person come into my life?
they say life is what you make of it, but how can you make anything if life isnt throwing anything at you?
waiting
for a package sux
theres so much to do and yet, all i can think about is my package showing up on my doorstep
hah, oh me…
caught up
on the avengers academy, its actually a really good series
i like it better than the new x-men, but im not as emotionally attached to it as the runaways
its an excellent series, cant wait for the next issue
i guess ill start reading the new avengers?…
and yet
i try different hair product, and its done in less than a minute
…
-___-
hair
why are you being such a bitch today?
a situation like this
is the reason why i try not to have expectations…for anything
dont want to be let down, yknow?
but who knows, this might follow through…
we’ll see
weeaboo sheit
i needa catch up on naruto shippuden…havent read that in a long while
anime to watch:
soul eater
durarara
panty & stocking
yup…this is my life
already
have an idea for my next project
gaaah, this is gonna be sick…
also
i still need to go to staples and buy a sketch book or 2…
might go to the mall tomorrow and buy a new shirt from pac sun…
or a few from h&m…
decisions decisions…
nothing like
good company
watched a crazy good korean horror movie tonight
home and a little freaked out
gonna watch the new episode of thundercats
probably read some comics
then sleep…
oh! and i got this my chemical romance EP with their live acoustic set they did a few months back
SO SICK, its like a whole new side of my chemical romance
i love it
some people
really know how to make me sick
then again, those people are usually crazy
crazy for me that is, amirite?…
not happening?…
TSSS…alright, well im gonna…
tried
to go to sleep early
that didnt happen, just ended up me lying in bed listening to meg & dia’s latest album; cocoon
so now im currently in bed, reading comics and watching tv hah
plans for tomorrow? kinda want to go biking or for a long walk
went
on a de-friending spree the other day
from 317 to 263
whenever im on my profile and look at my friends list, the people shown are actually relevant
quality > quantity
beldumgium.deviantart.com →
check it
started upload stuff…not much
getting lazy
guess again
thought i could just sleep it off
still feeling the same as last night
weird to say
but, as bad as my senior year was, it was much more eventful than my summer
not gonna lie, this summer vacation SUCKED
i feel like...
like i went a little crazy last night…
severing ties
they arent my friends, they just know my name
but for the record
girls that are bitches,
hopefully your next or current boyfriend cheats on you
and you know why i wasnt allowed to take a history class this semester? because i told my college councilor that i think history classes are funny. she asked me whats so funny about it? i answered ‘womens rights’
im not sexist im just tired of dealing with bitchy girls, theyre the only ones who seem to...
tired
this was going to be a very long post, but you know what? fuck it
im depressed, not over a girl, but for the right reasons
taking a break
from new mutants
gonna read avengers academy
so excited for the comic ‘destroy’
gattdamn
i love the movie watchmen
ive seen it so many times
this movie changed my life
junior year, i based my wardrobe off of rorschach
ie. fedora, scarf, blazer
hah
oh zack snyder, i love your work…
giving up
is for the weak
and the last thing that id be is weak
being a hermit
woke up at 7:45, biked to arrods, and got there around 8ish. chilled for a bit, helped load stuff up, then said our goodbyes.
got home around 10ish, then took a nap. woke up around 2 and spent the rest of the day at home. ive been creatively drained yet again, time to start reading more comics. nothing very productive, just did my laundry. i feel pretty accomplished considering the fact that...
